To get it out of the way, YES, I have a Dad body! I'm not ashamed of it at all. Also, I am very new to all this so please pardon my lack of 'etiquette', 'mannerism', and dare I say naivete as it relates to this lifestyle's rules of engagement. Who knew these options existed outside binary choices...the realization that I've been naive all these years is so humbling LOL



That said...



I'm 50 and happily married. I'm looking for a casual encounter, or hookup if you will. I'm a pretty tame man in the bedroom, but lately my fantasies have become quite vivid and wild. I can't stop thinking about dirty things I'd do to white women. My wife is a good woman and a decent lover, but she would have a heart attack if she knew the things I've been fantasizing about and masturbating to. I can't help it. She doesn't really have the personality nor the desire for the things I've been daydreaming about. I've never been with a white woman, or any woman outside of black. I have a burning desire to do so.

When I'm in public my mind wanders. I imagine how white women are and what they would do to me or me to them if I had the chance. I imagine rough sex with them. Half the things I imagine I find offensive or shocking or embarrassing, and yet I get really aroused. So this is my release. I have an active imagination and enjoy looking at adult imagery, but please don't be mistaken about what's running through my head and how my real life goes...I may be having a dirty fantasy about one of the videos in my collection, but in reality I'm just working through my daily responsibilities and sneaking peeks at all this naughty fun on my phone.